Friday, May 16, 2008

Arms Wide Open








The sad existence of always being out of the mind to be able to surrender. This place is the most fearful and captivating place I know. There are so many and so much who crash into me with such force that my arms clasp under the pressure of their motivated intent. They come on every plain and form to close my arms and replace my surrender with broken glass and the bitter taste of my own blood on my tongue We all seem to forget God.....to forget His Christ.......
I am so tired of opening my arms wide open, only allowing the existence of everything that hates him to leave me bitter and alone. They can take all but in the end I hope that they cannot take this desire to open my arms in surrender. I love Christ...bad, bitter, broken. I love Christ....spiteful, hateful, with revenge.....I love Christ....i hate you, i hate you, i hate.......I love Christ....despised love, worse than before, uncompassionate.......I love Christ-
Please Lord help me to believe and surrender my life over and over again to you. Though people make fun of me and I am not cool enough to be able to stand within their useless conversation. I pray that you will always help me to go the place of unyeilded meekness and humble hands.

Monday, April 21, 2008

Sunday, April 06, 2008

I'll be your guide for all time


Intricate engine angels might admire,
Material spirit, animated earth,
Crafted casket for celestial fire,
Doomed to die the day it has its birth.
Hands that open, befitting a gracious lord,
Able to touch a cheek as soft as mist,
To wield a pen, a brush, a harpsichord,
But just as apt to freeze into a fist.
Godlike image, able to stand erect,
Yet by what small and simple things laid low
A sneeze, a scratch, a germ, and all is wrecked;
A few short years, the time has come to go.
Delicate instrument of love, or lust,
Admirably compacted... out of dust.
DTW

Be careful that no one takes you captive through philosophy and empty deceit based on human tradition, based on the elemental forces of the world, and not based on Christ.
-Bible-

Thursday, March 20, 2008

The coolest man with white hair--EVER!

here is an interview with this guy, i hope that jason looks this cool when his whole head turns gray!
anyway yes it was an interview on CBN but ravi knows how to produce--

GORDON ROBERTSON: How did you come to become a Christian?

RAVI ZACHARIAS: Well, technically, the Brahman background, Gordon, goes back several generations; five on one side and seven on the other. But my parents were nominally Christian. About five generations ago, from the highest caste of the Hindu priesthood, they were led to Christ. But somewhere along the line, the very Christian faith became nominal in that it was in name only. So in that sense, I did have the influence of Christendom, not so much of Christ himself. But all of my friends and those around me were Hindu, Muslim, Buddhist, so I was really raised more neutrally in terms of a personal commitment, but culturally in a nominally Christian family.

GORDON ROBERTSON: What has convinced you -- because obviously you're quite convinced -- what has convinced you of the uniqueness of Jesus Christ?

RAVI ZACHARIAS: So much happens in life that it's hard to sometimes reduce it. I became a Christian when I was 17 years old. I was on a bed of suicide in Delhi, searching for meaning, searching for the answers to life's basic questions -- especially in a religious country, you're used to asking that. But how does one know that this way is true and another way is false? There are 330 million gods in the pantheon of Hinduism. And when I came to know Christ, it was in a crisis moment, on a bed of suicide. But as I began my pursuit and was willing to make that commitment, I came to believe that the specifics of Jesus' answers are so unique.

When you think of it, Gordon, really there are four fundamental questions of life. You've asked them, I've asked them, every thinking person asks them. They boil down to this; origin, meaning, morality and destiny. How did I come into being? What brings life meaning? How do I know right from wrong? Where am I headed after I die?

When you take the answers of Christ to those four questions, there is no parallel that brings individually, correspondingly, true answers to those individual questions. And then you put the four together, there's no other world view that brings such a coherent set of answers, correspondingly true individually, coherently whole when you put them together. The person of Christ is so unique that no honest seeker can deny it once you have looked at his answers to these questions.

GORDON ROBERTSON: Let's deal with the Western world view for a minute. You grew up in sort of a multifaceted religious society with Buddhists and Hindus and Muslims all living together. I think that's unique in the world. But from a Western point of view, I think one of the reasons many Americans, for example, have--have rejected the claims of Christ or even the existence of God, is they say, `Well, how do you now explain evil? Why do bad things happen to good people?'

RAVI ZACHARIAS: I think that is the most daunting question. It is sort of a hatpin in the heart of many a world view. But when a person asks that question, Gordon, they have to remember two things. The first thing is that it is a question everybody needs to answer, not just the Christian. The Hindu needs to answer it, the Buddhist needs to answer it, the atheist needs to answer it, and the skeptic needs to answer it. One of my chapters is given over to that question when Jesus was asked, `Why was this man born blind. Did he sin, or his parents?' And Jesus' answer is fascinating. So let me try and put the hatpin into the heart of the question first, because that's where you begin the answer. When a person says there's too much of evil in this world, they're assuming there's such a thing as good. When they say they assume there's such a thing as good, they must assume there's such a thing as a moral law on the base of which to differentiate between good and evil. But when they posit such a thing as a moral law, they must posit the moral lawgiver, but that's whom the skeptic is often trying to disprove and not prove, because if there's no moral lawgiver, there's no moral law. If there's no moral law, there is no good. If there is no good, there is no evil. What becomes of the question?

To raise the question actually posits or assumes the existence of God. So the questioner must ever remember that raising the question does not disprove the existence of God, it only necessitates the existence of God, because without God, good and evil do not actually exist. And therefore, the answer of God in the Christian faith is very unique.

In the Hindu world view, it is sort of karma, inherited, every birth is a rebirth, you pay, you pay, and you pay through millions of incarnations. In the Muslim world view, it's fatalistic -- it's the will of Allah. You go on. There's no real down-to-earth explanation. It's just there. Within the Christian world view, there is a plethora of evidence as to how Jesus defends for us the reality of evil and the reality of good. When you go to the cross, you see the two converge -- evil in the heart of man, goodness in the heart of God. That convergence in the cross of Jesus Christ is so unique that it even prompted Mahatma Gandhi to say outside of the cross, he did not know where else something so unique could be given as an answer.

Now you lead philosophically to these issues and then you see how the Bible does deal with it. So to raise the question demonstrates the existence of God.

I've taken you through the six steps of God's answer that shows us how you deal with the problem of evil, Gordon, ultimately moving to this question: If the evil around me bothers me that much, I must ask the question: Does the evil within me bother me, then? And it must, and for that evil within, only Christ has the answer.

GORDON ROBERTSON: Let's deal with some of the major world religions. What would you say to a Buddhist? How would you contrast the uniqueness of Christ to a Buddhist?

RAVI ZACHARIAS: That's an excellent question because Buddhism is gaining a lot of popularity. It is a very much-pursued idea today. What I've done in the book is, rather than coming in an in-your-face response, because that could offend, I've taken questions that Jesus answered that neither Buddha, Mohammed nor Krishna would have answered the same way, and you see the uniqueness and the coherence very persuasively, I trust. The opening line in the Buddhist scriptures is every life is paying its karma for its previous birth. Buddhism is non-theistic, possibly atheistic, and when you deal with Buddhism, therefore, it really is an ethical theory about how to be good without positing God. You can have goodness without God is Buddhism's fundamental assumption -- and the answer is in you, through the Eightfold Path, and you go on.

There are many issues that one can raise. But let us suppose this one aspect of Buddhism that there is really no God. How does, then, one define goodness as you come back? Where does goodness come from? What really is evil?

Secondly, it tells you that you have an infinite series of rebirths. If there is an infinite series of rebirths, infinity -- infinity is an unending, uncountable. But if Buddha attained nirvana, then it must be countable. He came to a number. It is a finite series of births. So if you talk of an infinite series of rebirths, but Buddha himself had a finite series of rebirths, in order to attain Buddhahood, you immediately begin to see the contradiction. What you really have to understand is that the human heart is desperately wicked and evil and cannot in its own self solve the problem. And at the heart of Buddhism, Gordon -- and the listener must hear this very carefully -- at the heart of Buddhism is the loss of the concept of self because Buddhism's fundamental doctrine is that there's no essential nature of self -- anatman. Hinduism talked of atman, the essential self. Anatman is the non-essential self.

How wonderful to know that when Jesus Christ speaks to you and to me, he enables you to understand yourself, to die to that self because of the cross, and brings the real you to birth. When you're crucified with Christ nevertheless you live, yet not you, but Christ lives in you. He retains the individuality and the identity, but brings it to fruition in your identity in the person of Christ. I think that's so unique that one cannot escape the ramifications.

GORDON ROBERTSON: I think for me, though, it's almost a question of practicality. When you look at Buddhism, or you look at Hinduism, no one achieves nirvana.

RAVI ZACHARIAS: That's right.

GORDON ROBERTSON: No one achieves moksha. In Islam, no one can possibly follow everything in the Koran.

RAVI ZACHARIAS: That's right.

GORDON ROBERTSON: You cannot achieve it and Christianity is unique that you can achieve it and through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ, you can become one with God. It is a unique claim. No other religion allows it.

RAVI ZACHARIAS: You put it very well. The moksha, the release, the nirvana, the extinguishing, and that's why the Muslim never has the assurance of going to heaven, unless he dies a martyr's death or whatever. The assurance of heaven is never given to the person. And that's why at the core of the Christian faith is the grace of God. If there's one word I would grab from all of that, it's forgiveness -- that you can be forgiven. I can be forgiven, and it is of the grace of God. But once you understand that, I think the ramifications are worldwide.

For example, one of the issues that was raised in Jesus' answers to the question, he refers to this body as the temple of the living God. Just think of that beautiful truth. You won't find that in Hinduism. You go to the temple. In the Christian faith, you take the temple with you. In Islam, which is of this worldly nature, killing and all can be justified for other-worldliness. In many of these other religious world views, sensuality can still be real for them and Jesus says no, this body is a temple of God. So when you see what the grace of God does in forgiveness, it is not just a blanket absolution. It is a price that has been paid and the imperative to live with Christ himself living in you. I think that's magnificent.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Passenger Seat


"i roll the window down
and then begin to breathe in
the darkest country road
and the strong scent of evergreen
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

then looking upwards
i strain my eyes and try
to tell the difference between shooting stars and satellites
from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

"do they collide?"
i ask and you smile.
with my feet on the dash
the world doesn't matter.

when you feel embarrassed then i'll be your pride
when you need directions then i'll be the guide
for all time.
for all time."
Death Cab for Cutie lyrics


Being one in spirit and purpose
what is it that makes us so pathetic
what is it that says that we can't say how much we are sick inside.
what is it that makes me love something that is hard.
i am sick sometimes with unhappiness and sometimes i wish i had my commitment to understand my heart.
Don't say that
don't be that
don't be to christian
don't just believe
don't drink the koolaide
don't love just a man that much
believe in yourself
believe you can do it without him
you don't need him
you don't need anything but God
anything but is going to take the rest of my life from me
scream
scream
but only inside
your emotional
your own your period
those times are not real
give, give, give,give
love is not what i thought it would be
i didn't think
why is it that we cannot know but only believe with the ounce that is given to us
why is it that i can't look at His face anymore but i can't go to him that lays next to me.
fine, don't give me what i want-
don't try harder
for all time
for all time
is not that much time after all

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Jeremiah Deep Deep Down


BACKGROUND:

  • Jeremiah was a prophet of God for almost 50 years and yet he was chosen as a prophet by God long before that ! How can one be appointed a prophet before his birth? Check it out!
    • "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations". God speaking to Jeremiah (Jeremiah 1:5)
    • "But the Lord said to me, "Do not say I am a youth, because everywhere I send you, you shall go, and all that I command you, you shall speak. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you to deliver you," declares the Lord. Then the Lord stretched out His hand and touched my mouth, and the Lord said to me, "Behold, I have put My words in your mouth. See, I have appointed you this day over the nations and over the kingdoms, to pluck up and break down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant." (Jer 1:7-10)
    • "Now, behold, I have made you today as a fortified city, and as a pillar of iron and as walls of bronze against the whole land, to the kings of Judah, to its princes, to its priests, and to the people of the land, and they will fight against you, but they will not overcome you, for I am with you to deliver you," declares the Lord (Jer 1:18-19)
  • Time period: 627 bc - 580 bc (48 yrs)
  • Prior to this time period, the divided kingdom period existed; The Northern kingdom, known as Israel, consisted of 10 tribes; The Southern kingdom, known as Judah, consisted of 2 tribes.
  • In 722 bc (100 yrs before Jeremiah), the Northern kingdom was destroyed and carried off to Assyria. (Throughout the book of Jeremiah, he proclaims did you not remember what the Lord did to your brothers in Israel?)
  • In 612 bc, Nineveh, the capital of Assyria was captured by the Babylonians.
  • In 605 bc, Egypt was defeated by Babylon
  • Therefore, Jeremiah was a prophet to the remaining kingdom, the Southern kingdom (Judah). Interestingly, Jeremiah prophesied during their last years and was present for their destruction and captivity by Babylon in 586 bc
  • Jeremiah, a prophet for 50 years, served under the following kings of Judah:
king period known for



Josiah 640 - 609 bc (31 years- Jeremiah came in the 13th yr of his reign)
  • Came to the throne at 8 yrs old, ruling for 31 yrs
  • One of the most Godly kings in all of Judah despite inheriting a throne where corruption was its worst ever in the 400 year history of Judah.
  • Reinstated God's law as Judah's way of life and worshipped the Lord in the restored temple.
  • 2 Ki 23:25 - "Neither before nor after Josiah was there a king like him who turned to the Lord as he did with all his heart and with all his soul and with all his strength, in accordance with the Law of Moses."
Jehoahaz 609 bc (3 months)
  • Son of Josiah who reigned only 3 months
  • He chose evil !
  • Pharoah of Egypt took Jehoahaz captive and Jehoahaz died in captivity
  • During this time, Babylon becomes a world power
Jehoiakim 609 - 597 bc (11 years)
  • Put on the throne by Egypt, while his brother Jehoahaz was in prison in Egypt
  • First, Jehoiakim was a puppet king under Egypt and then under Nebuchadnezzar of Babylon
  • Burned the scroll of God's word dictated by Jeremiah.
  • He revolted against Nebuchadnezzar and was carried off and died in captivity
Jehoiachin 597 bc (3 months)
  • Grandson of Josiah
  • He was a political prisoner in Babylon for 37 yrs.
  • He was then treated kindly, treated as royalty and dining with the king.
Zedekiah 597 - 586 bc (11 years)
  • Son of Josiah, the third son to reign.
  • For 2 yrs, Babylon laid seige outside the city to cause a famine
  • Main portion of people had been carried off to Babylon
  • Jeremiah pleaded with Zedekiah to submit to Babylon and be carried off into captivity
  • Zedekiah imprisons Jeremiah
  • Zedekiah follows the advice of Egypt and rebels against Babylon
  • Jeremiah prophesies 70 yrs of exile
  • Zedekiah's sons were slain before his eyes and his own eyes were put out and he was carried in chains to Babylon.
None 586 bc
  • The end of the 510 yr Jewish kingdom begun under Saul and, at its apex, under King David.






THE SUFFERING (some information provided by Rich Vincent, Singles minister, College Park Baptist Church, Indianapolis, IN):

  • God clearly stated that Jeremiah's ministry would be very difficult and full of suffering:
    • "Get yourself ready! Stand up and say to them whatever I command you. Do not be terrified by them, or I will terrify you before them... They will fight against you but but will not overcome you, for I am with you and will rescue you" declares the Lord. ( Jer 1:17-18)
  • For almost 50 years, Jeremiah preached a very unpopular message of repentance to the people of Judah. For this same time period, there was no measurable change in their lives. (Can you imagine dedicating your whole life to a cause and having it fall on deaf ears ?)
  • In addition, he was shunned, rejected, imprisoned beaten and persecuted - FOR 50 YEARS !!!!. He had few, if any, friends, no sympathizers to his cause, never married or have children because God instructed him not to (Jer 16:2) and lived a life marked by constant sadness. Consider 9:1 - "Oh, that my head were waters, and my eyes a fountain of tears, that I might weep day and night for the slain of the daughter of my people."
  • Jeremiah's outer troubles:
    • The people will not listen or answer Jeremiah (7:25, 17:23)
    • False prophets preached good news to the people (14:14, 23:16-17,21, 30-34)
    • People devised plans to bring him down (18:18, 22)
    • People wanted to kill him (11:19, 21-23, 18:23, 38:4 )
    • His own relatives betrayed him (12:6)
    • Not allowed to go to a house of feasting with anyone (16:8)
    • He was beaten and put in stocks by a temple overseer (20:2)
    • He experienced social rejection, mockings and public ridicule - "a laughingstock all day long" (20:7)
    • Everytime he spoke, he cried aloud (20:8)
    • All his trusted friends are watching for his fall and ready to take revenge (20:10)
    • The word of the Lord resulted in reproach and derision all day long (20:8)
    • He was seized by the priests, prophets and all the people in order to put him to death (26:8-15)
    • He was shutup in the king's prison (32:1-5)
    • He was forbidden to go into the temple (36:5)
    • He was accused of treason, beaten, placed in a dungeon cell for many days (37:11-16)
    • He was committed to the court of the guardhouse until the day Jerusalem was captured (37:21, 38:28)
    • He was imprisoned in a muddy cistern, where he was let down with ropes and he sank in the mud and left starving for dead (38:6-10)
    • He was held under arrest in the courtyard of the guard until Jerusalem was captured (38:14-28)
    • Taken in chains as an exile into Babylon
    • Taken with the remnant to Egypt, against God's commands
    • Tradition states Jeremiah was stoned to death in Egypt



  • Jeremiah's inner struggles:
    • 4:19 - 21 - Read Jeremiah's words: "Oh, my anguish, my anguish! I writhe in pain. Oh, the agony of my heart! My heart pounds within me, I cannot keep silent. For I have heard the sound of the trumpet; I have heard the battle cry. Disaster follows disaster; the whole land lies in ruins. In an instant my tents are destroyed, my shelter in a moment. How long must I see the battle standard and hear the sound of the trumpet? "
    • 7:30 - 8:1 - Jeremiah is told about the future of Judah - - named the "Valley of Slaughter": " 'The people of Judah have done evil in my eyes, declares the LORD . They have set up their detestable idols in the house that bears my Name and have defiled it. They have built the high places of Topheth in the Valley of Ben Hinnom to burn their sons and daughters in the fire-something I did not command, nor did it enter my mind. So beware, the days are coming, declares the LORD , when people will no longer call it Topheth or the Valley of Ben Hinnom, but the Valley of Slaughter, for they will bury the dead in Topheth until there is no more room. Then the carcasses of this people will become food for the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and there will be no one to frighten them away. I will bring an end to the sounds of joy and gladness and to the voices of bride and bridegroom in the towns of Judah and the streets of Jerusalem, for the land will become desolate. 'At that time, declares the LORD , the bones of the kings and officials of Judah, the bones of the priests and prophets, and the bones of the people of Jerusalem will be removed from their graves."
    • 8:18-22 - "O my Comforter in sorrow, my heart is faint within me. Listen to the cry of my people from a land far away: "Is the LORD not in Zion? Is her King no longer there?" "Why have they provoked me to anger with their images, with their worthless foreign idols?" "The harvest is past, the summer has ended, and we are not saved." Since my people are crushed, I am crushed; I mourn, and horror grips me. Is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no physician there? Why then is there no healing for the wound of my people?"
    • 9:1-6 - "Oh, that my head were a spring of water and my eyes a fountain of tears! I would weep day and night for the slain of my people. Oh, that I had in the desert a lodging place for travelers, so that I might leave my people and go away from them; for they are all adulterers, a crowd of unfaithful people. "They make ready their tongue like a bow, to shoot lies; it is not by truth that they triumph in the land. They go from one sin to another; they do not acknowledge me," declares the LORD . "Beware of your friends; do not trust your brothers. For every brother is a deceiver, and every friend a slanderer. Friend deceives friend, and no one speaks the truth. They have taught their tongues to lie; they weary themselves with sinning. You live in the midst of deception; in their deceit they refuse to acknowledge me," declares the LORD ."
    • 10:19-25 - "Woe to me because of my injury! My wound is incurable! Yet I said to myself, "This is my sickness, and I must endure it." My tent is destroyed; all its ropes are snapped. My sons are gone from me and are no more; no one is left now to pitch my tent or to set up my shelter. The shepherds are senseless and do not inquire of the LORD ; so they do not prosper and all their flock is scattered. Listen! The report is coming- a great commotion from the land of the north! It will make the towns of Judah desolate, a haunt of jackals. Jeremiah's Prayer I know, O LORD , that a man's life is not his own; it is not for man to direct his steps. Correct me, LORD , but only with justice- not in your anger, lest you reduce me to nothing. Pour out your wrath on the nations that do not acknowledge you, on the peoples who do not call on your name. For they have devoured Jacob; they have devoured him completely and destroyed his homeland."
    • 11:14, 14:11-12 - The Lord commanded Jeremiah not to even pray for his people, not to cry for them, for He vowed not to listen to their prayers.
    • 14:7 - "Although our sins testify against us, O LORD , do something for the sake of your name. For our backsliding is great; we have sinned against you. "
    • 14:19-22 - "Have you rejected Judah completely? Do you despise Zion? Why have you afflicted us so that we cannot be healed? We hoped for peace but no good has come, for a time of healing but there is only terror. O LORD , we acknowledge our wickedness and the guilt of our fathers; we have indeed sinned against you. For the sake of your name do not despise us; do not dishonor your glorious throne. Remember your covenant with us and do not break it. Do any of the worthless idols of the nations bring rain? Do the skies themselves send down showers? No, it is you, O LORD our God. Therefore our hope is in you, for you are the one who does all this. "
    • 15:1-4 - Jeremiah knew what was going to happen to these people - the 4 dooms of the Lord - the sword to slay, the dogs to drag off, the birds of the sky and the beasts of the earth to devour and destroy.
    • 15:10-11 - "Alas, my mother, that you gave me birth, a man with whom the whole land strives and contends! I have neither lent nor borrowed, yet everyone curses me. The LORD said, "Surely I will deliver you for a good purpose; surely I will make your enemies plead with you in times of disaster and times of distress. "
    • 15:15-18 - "You understand, O LORD ; remember me and care for me. Avenge me on my persecutors. You are long-suffering-do not take me away; think of how I suffer reproach for your sake. When your words came, I ate them; they were my joy and my heart's delight, for I bear your name, O LORD God Almighty. I never sat in the company of revelers, never made merry with them; I sat alone because your hand was on me and you had filled me with indignation. Why is my pain unending and my wound grievous and incurable? Will you be to me like a deceptive brook, like a spring that fails?"
    • 19:9 - Jeremiah knew what was going to happen to these people -"And I shall make them eat the flesh of their sons and the flesh of their daughters, and they will eat one another's flesh in the siege..."
    • 20:9 - If I speak I am terribly persecuted - If I don't it's as if my heart is a burning fire shut up in my bones - I cannot hold it in and endure it.
    • 20:14, 18 - Cursed the day of his birth wishing his mother was his grave
    • 20:18 - His birth resulted in seeing only trouble and sorrow and believed all his days were spent in shame
  • Jeremiah stayed faithful to his calling despite seeing the deterioration of the nation leading to their destruction and captivity.
  • Here's how the people caused their deterioration:
    • Idolatry (Jer 2:13,19,27-28,10:3-11; 13:10, 16:18, 20, 22:8-9)
    • They made sacrifices to other gods
    • They set up idols inside the temple(7:30, 32:34)
    • They sacrificed their own children ! (7:31; 19:4-5; 32:35)
    • They served an abundance of gods, breaking the covenant with the one true God (11:9-14)
    • They and their forefathers had evil hearts (16:11-12)
    • In the final stages, God is seen as an adversary and the idols are considered their friends and saviors (44:16-19)
    • The people loved the false prophets which God found "appalling", "horrible" and "shocking" (5:30-31; 6:14; 8:8-12; 14:14-16; 23)
    • Judah is compared to a wild donkey in heat that lustfully pursues any lover available (2:20, 24-25)
    • Judah is compared to an unfaithful wife (3:20)
    • Judah is compared to well fed lusty horses (5:7-9)
    • Judah is compared to a shameless prostitute (3:1, 6-8, 13:27)
  • Jeremiah witnessed all this and pleaded and wept for the people. He was known as the weeping prophet; when he cried it was always to God in prayer, for no one else would listen and yet God never turned a deaf ear.
  • God, therefore, divorces Judah as he divorced Israel (3:1,8) and abandons her to her lovers (12:7-8)
    • God breaks this covenant requiring a new covenant fulfilled thru Jesus Christ!
  • Jeremiah prophesied the destruction of Judah for almost 50 yrs. and when it finally happens, he breaks down and weeps.

THE RESPONSE (some information provided by Rich Vincent, Singles minister, College Park Baptist Church, Indianapolis, IN):

  • Jeremiah was sustained by the Lord's frequent reaffirmations of his commission as a prophet (Jer 7:2, 27-28, 11:2, 6; 13:12-13, 17:19-20)
  • Jeremiah had undying confidence in God and His promises (15:20, 20:12, 29:14, 32:1-15)
  • Jeremiah had tremendous knowledge of God (9:23-24, 22:15-16)
  • Jeremiah's situation forced him to personally find solace and strength in the Lord alone !
  • Jeremiah's viewed the Lord as:
    • Creator of all things (10:12-16; 51:15-19)
    • Omnipotent (32:27; 48:15; 51:57)
    • Omnipresent (23:24)
    • Sovereign Deliverer (20:11, 32:17-25)
    • Lord of the Nations (5:15; 18:7-10; 25:17-28; 46-51)
  • Jeremiah has been rightly called the most Christlike of ALL the prophets.
    • Some Hebrew scholars feel that Isaiah 53 is about Jeremiah and not Christ !
    • When Jesus asked the disciples, "Who do people say the Son of Man is"? They replied, some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, Jeremiah, or one of the prophets. (Mt 16:13-14)

Friday, January 11, 2008

TWO BIRDS


Two Birds

The sunlight crowns her red brown hair
(Its diamonds sparkle as befits a queen).
Shepherding her, the moss and the clover lie
Along the pathway lest she miss a step and dash her foot.
She, with careless grace, there beneath the fruit
And flower-burdened trees, has found
The center of the bower where a gilded finch
Twirls and pirouettes easily, serenading.
The water, cool and pure, has soothed
And bathed his feet. The sky and hills mirror
Green-yellow in the pool, shimmering blue.
He kicks and sends a flying emerald cascade
Into the breeze, his woodland staff in hand,
A painted bird on his shoulder
Below the swaying trees
All rainbow-colored, dancing, rustling wordlessly.
"Cockatoo," just so named, looks right and left.
Alarmed, he launches roughly, painfully cutting his master.
The finch, frightened, falls silent.
Tiny drops of blood stain the clear water.
The man watches as far off clouds gather.
He hurries away, leaving traces in the stream behind him,
Marring the surface. "Where are you!" he calls.
"Eve!"

—John Peterson

Two Birds appeared in issue 8.3.

THE HEARTLESS GOD

Lament


So,
i want to do a personal study through my blogger on Jeremiah. There is always controversy and there is always truth. So in my study i want to see if God is heartless. People blame God for everything that is not lined up with their own presuppositions, postmodern dogma, or perhaps everything that brings the heart to an ache. True desire for God is desire to understand Him, or rather the God i have chosen to serve. I am constantly doused with the cold water of postmodern thinking, I sometimes tremble that I am not leading the way to ever last. So much information and not enough brain. Humans are not any better than they were 100 years ago. I don't even think we are that much smarter. So, whatever right...I just wanted to study jeremiah.

This is what the Lord says:
The wise must not boast in his wisdom
the mighty must not boast in his might
the rich must not boast in his riches.
But the one who boasts should boast in this
that he understands and knows Me--
that I am the Lord
showing faithful love, justice, and righteousness on the earth, for I delight in these things.
This is the Lord's declaration.
jeremiah 9:23

Background on Jeremiah.........on another day
Peace

Monday, January 07, 2008

The Great Chesterton


What we suffer from today is humility in the wrong place. Modesty has moved from the organ of ambition. Modesty has settled upon the organ of conviction; where it was never meant to be. A man was meant to be doubtful about himself, but undoubting about the truth; this has been exactly reversed. Nowadays the part of a man that a man does assert is exactly the part he ought not to assert—himself. The part he doubts is exactly the part he ought not to doubt—the Divine Reason. (G.K. Chesterton, Orthodoxy, p. 55)

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Rendered Useless

Galatians 5:1
It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm, then, and do not let yourselves be burdened again by a yoke of slavery. Mark my words! I, Paul, tell you that if you let yourselves be circumcised, Christ will be of no value to you at all (rendered useless). Again I declare to every man who lets himself be circumcised that he is obligated to obey the whole law. You who are trying to be justified by law have been alienated from Christ; you have fallen away from grace.
http://jonmarqtoombs.com/images/GRACE_RESTORES_GAL_5.WMA

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Believe (feat. jennifer knapp) Grits---everybody needs

Song number 7--Go to imeem and listen to the rap yo

everybody needs something to see
something to feel
and something to be
everybody needs something as proof
something in hand
to know the truth
livin lavish like the biltmore
what the blood spilt for
a ship in harbor safe
but that aint what its built for
do all i can to help you get more
if you forgive my slight intrusion
i see this night is confusin
a constant fight with illusions
shed a light on conclusions
what you desire is a way out
day in and day out
do not disturb signs so ill stay out
how long will you let the torture grasp you
i see spirits manifestin
blockin blessings with the questions
that you hear me ask you
keep it up so muchwill pass you
you can make it on a prayer
yeah thats true
but barely getting by when you can do more
why would you want to
forgettin that the woods dry and the fires on you
lifes a hastle
be prepared to rastle
it can be rough
but it dont have to
you can make it full of smiles
something to laugh to
so pick and chose my message thick
so squeeze and watch it ooze
make it a game to where your fears lose
lets go
theres a way that seems right
in the heart of a man
and many angels of light
in disguise destroying man
so most chose to refuse
the absolut truth
replace it with lies
use ignorance as an excuse
its hard to conceive
what the mind cant comprehend
and harder to believe
what the eyes cant understand
we look to theory philosophy and thought
for a sure foundation
in a belief we once sought
while the shadow of truth
cast an image so clear
the closer it gets
we reject it out of fear
if we really wanted truth
we would give our lives for

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Is Christ real to me?


John Wesley’s Small Group Questions (popularized version):

  1. Am I consciously or unconsciously creating the impression that I am better than I am? In other words, am I a hypocrite?
  2. Am I honest in all my acts and words, or do I exaggerate?
  3. Do I confidentially pass onto another what was told me in confidence?
  4. Am I a slave to dress, friends, work, or habits?
  5. Am I self-conscious, self-pitying, or self-justifying?
  6. Did the Bible live in me today?
  7. Do I give it time to speak to me everyday?
  8. Am I enjoying prayer?
  9. When did I last speak to someone about my faith?
  10. Do I pray about the money I spend?
  11. Do I get to bed on time and get up on time?
  12. Do I disobey God in anything?
  13. Do I insist upon doing something about which my conscience is uneasy?
  14. Am I defeated in any part of my life?
  15. Am I jealous, impure, critical, irritable, touchy or distrustful?
  16. How do I spend my spare time?
  17. Am I proud?
  18. Do I thank God that I am not as other people, especially as the Pharisee who despised the publican?
  19. Is there anyone whom I fear, dislike, disown, criticize, hold resentment toward or disregard? If so, what am I going to do about it?
  20. Do I grumble and complain constantly?
  21. Is Christ real to me?

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Prayer, Fasting and the Stain from Hell


OK, quick note
i have this stain from hell in my car. every time we get in the car our eyes water with remorse that we brought the dreaded sippy cups in the car. The black heart of the stain tears at our conscious state and turns our stomachs in disgust. We wept and repent, I bend low and try over and over to wash clean the stain that has gripped us. well, this morning as i got the all powerful bleach out, knowing that it will leave my carpet speckled with discoloration, i chanted a well know phrase, "This will come out only through prayer and fasting" "prayer and fasting" "prayer and fasting, and this stain of demise will leave us for good" I just thought it could relate to certain things in our hearts and how when we try so hard to undo the mistakes we have made, to no avail---maybe there is a place for prayer and fasting or maybe i just thought that it was cool that i was thinking about prayer and fasting out my stain from hell. I hate thee oh stain, you will die die die.
like i said
just a quick note


Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Solid Ground

A testament to life

A creative lull

Be my solid ground

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Thanksgivings

1Co 2:6 But, we speak wisdom among those who are perfect; yet not the wisdom of this world, nor of the rulers of this world, that come to nothing.
1Co 2:7 But we speak the wisdom of God in a mystery, which God has hidden, predetermining it before the world for our glory;
1Co 2:8 which none of the rulers of this world knew (for if they had known, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory).
1Co 2:9 But as it is written, "Eye has not seen, nor ear heard," nor has it entered into the heart of man, "the things which God has prepared for those who love Him."
1Co 2:10 But God has revealed them to us by His Spirit; for the Spirit searches all things, yea, the deep things of God.
1Co 2:11 For who among men knows the things of a man except the spirit of man within him? So also no one knows the things of God except the Spirit of God.
1Co 2:12 But we have not received the spirit of the world, but the Spirit from God, so that we might know the things that are freely given to us by God.
1Co 2:13 These things we also speak, not in words which man's wisdom teaches, but which the Holy Spirit teaches, comparing spiritual things with spiritual.
1Co 2:14 But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; neither can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.
1Co 2:15 But he who is spiritual judges all things, yet he himself is judged by no one.
1Co 2:16 For who has known the mind of the Lord, that he may instruct Him? But we have the mind of Christ.

Undocumented immigrant

So, i have been thinking about thanksgiving and going over it with The Caedmon. We studied Squanto, "Pilgrims" and the "strangers". We studied the Indians and the fury of the first winter. Not much thanking that first year. As i was reading the real history to my four year old and saying to myself, "man, yeah, the Indians and white faced got along" but knowing that there was a reason for the vomit burp in the pit of my stomach. I looked at my four year old as we played Indians and Pilgrims the way it was the second or third year of the Pilgrims entrance, knowing that as time goes on we will turn the pages of history to see the demise of thanksgiving when the gleam of the hacksaw is no longer cutting corn, but the head of the united "Pilgrims" and the show off games that the Pilgrims enjoyed with Indians, will turn into how big the bullet hole is in the flesh of the Indian. I trembled trying to explain human nature. Trying to peel the pieces of rage and war in such a way that won't keep him up at night. When opening scripture i have the same sense of panic. Knowing that so much death and betrayal await the innocence of reasoning that Caedmon stands for. Trying to explain the many many pleas that God made before he unleashed the justice upon rebellion. Seeking to tie the string between the intent of heart that God and Man hold. How they are writing the same blood on every turned page of history. Realizing as i teach the history of man to my little man and the truth of God and all His languages towards man, that God is awesome. I know that is not the feelings people get but sometimes i feel so limited to explain why i coward down in the shadow of the truth that man is the same just as God is. Man will always betray their neighbors and spit in the eye of a friend. God will always plea and ask for the direct attention. He will always give no excuse for His reactions. They both will continue until the end, whatever that may be. My thanksgiving desire is to somehow be able to spin a beautiful web of knowledge that Caedmon can dine from. Eat and devour until he eats his fill and begins to make magic of his own. I want him to take my limits and inconsistencies and turn them into a finely tuned piano of music that plays the exact key and resembles the image of Gods intentions towards mankind. I love him so much and hold everything in my heart that he could be for Jesus. I pray today in 2007, that he has the seed of beauty and that i can help it to grow. Happy Thanksgiving Son.
I once said, "I dream of doing great and wonderful things for God, in the mission field, or maybe in some far off place." A friend turned and looked into my eyes and said, "Jess, maybe you are going to be mother of a child that God has designed a special purpose for. Maybe you were created to be their mom?"

peace

Monday, November 19, 2007


“But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared for them a city.” ~ Hebrews 11:16

John Calvin
We are hence to conclude, that there is no place for us among God’s children, except we renounce the world, and that there will be for us no inheritance in heaven, except we become pilgrims on earth. Moreover, the Apostle justly concludes from these words, - “I am the God of Abraham, of Isaac, and of Jacob,” that they were heirs of heaven, since he who thus speaks is not the God of the dead, but of the living.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

"God sometimes you just don't come through"


I just wanted to mention the struggle of trying to defend the God that is seen as useless unless there is someone to blame. Rising up to unleash a poem or a song is only an unworthy attempt of defense. My minds sees God as helpless and misunderstood. My mind feels sorrow for all the blame that is still thrust upon Him and His ways. I know that the only way I can accurately defend the God is to live as if I have one and stop my voice in the mass of voices of blame. This was inspired by Tori Amos's song entitled "God."

“God sometimes you don’t come through”
Linger the words that are following You
Teetering to and back and around again
Maybe You should say, “To Hell with Them”

Pious beings of speculation and direct avenues
“God sometimes you just don’t come through”
What is in Your head as you are passing through?
Seeking just one that may not blame You

Literary devices and gaping holes of mythology
Times past of given words and foretold doctrine
Glimpse the heart that carries You
“God sometimes you just don’t come through”

Boast! Boast and boast some more!
Doesn’t matter we will only blame You for the silence in the aftermath of the burn.
“Not the lest of these little ones need to suffer”
Does it matter anymore?

“God sometimes you just don’t come through”
Are all the voices telling You?
Their screams are strong and feminine
Do you see past the blame and blame them too?

Sweeping through by Words, Spirit, and famine
“God sometimes we are killing You”
Hoping to believe in what delights You
Wanting more than to be sorry for blame.

Your child seeks to defend
Her God that is bleeding through
The wool she holds to hide You
“God sometimes I just don’t come through”
So in the moment she feels the hush of Your presence
The drawn look on The face of the Faceless
Though “Fragile Things” often time fall through
She believes in the cause that manifests You
To deliver a love that is more persistent
than a “cause” to delivery a banner, titled
“God sometimes you just don’t come through”

Thursday, November 15, 2007

A False Proverb

Ezekiel 18
"What do you mean when you use this proverb concerning the land of Isreal"
4-6
"Behold, all souls are Mine;
The sould of the father
As well as the sould of the son is Mine;
The soul who sins shall die.
But if a man is just
And does what is lawful and right;
9
If he has walked in My statutes
And kept My judgements
faithfully
He is just
He shall surely LIVE!
Says the Lord God


My word;
Back up, God is not swaying in and out of man's supposed knowledge of right and wrong. Don't limit view of such great things.
My sins are my own
Yours are settle right in front of your house.
My fathers are on his fingertips
whatever,
peace